Monday, May 05, 2008

Loose nuts and bolts.

On the Eve of my grandmothers 95th year it was discovered that she has a terminal condition. And it has me a little rattled, not that any one around me, save family, knows or will I admit it. it does however have one sit back and look at what one person truly has to offer to others on this big ball constantly falling around the sun. I am attempting to write a letter expressing how I feel and dancing around the fact that I am also saying goodbye. Individuals deal with grief in odd ways, some times it would be easier I think if one never knew. However knowing can help you prepare. It is those around that also have to prepare. I hate awkward times, How am I to act. I deal with drama and tragedy on a daily basis. How am I to interact with those that have been sheltered by it?

Some of the questions above are just random thoughts, however some take thought.

Don't be sad for me, for I have lived, Loved and have been happy! Dont be sad for me however celibrate my life and the love that I have given to you. Go in peace and Spread the word of hope that others may know the joy in my heart! - (That was just me, here is some one who has studied...)

Jesus said…"Abide in Me, and I in you…for apart from Me you can do nothing."
John 15:4-5
I leave you now with this prayer: that the Lord Jesus will reveal Himself to each one of you, that He will give you the strength to go out and profess that you are Christian, that He will show you that He alone can fill your hearts. Accept His freedom and embrace His truth, and be messengers of the certainty that you have been truly liberated through the death and resurrection of the Lord Jesus. This will be the new experience, the powerful experience, that will generate, through you, a more just society and a better world.
God bless you and may the joy of Jesus be always with you! - Pope John Paul II

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